My life summed up in some words:
I’m a freshman in college. I have been in the closet for all my life and finally came out to some friends when i got here.
My parents are anti-gay and believe that being gay/having gay thoughts is an immediate ticket to hell. If I tell them anything I will not only lose their relationship but also won’t be able to pay for college and will be forever rejected by my family as well.
It’s hard coming to terms with the fact that we are all truly alone in this world, but I believe that I am truly alone. I have a lot of people to call my friend but none of them are loyal/good people.