I hate that I’ve made it this far. I wish I would have gone through with trying to kill myself when I was 10. I’m worthless. I’m nothing. We’re all going to die anyway. I want to die so f****** bad but I’m too much of a coward to do it myself. I hate myself and no one really cares about me. They’re just pretending so they don’t get blamed for my suicide. I’m so f****** tired. My f****** father made it very clear that I’m worthless and I’m nothing without his f****** approval. I hope I die very f****** soon. I’m so f****** done with this pain. I wish I was never born.
