I’ve never been able to forgive my boyfriend or things he’s done before. He’s never cheated but has don’t things that have caused me to feel bad and doubt myself. He knows how I feel about it and has apologized but it never seems sincere since he continues to do it. I have sudden outbreaks and attack him over it when I randomly start thinking about it. I don’t know what to do because it makes me feel crazy. I want to forgive him but I feel like he belittles my emotions and doesn’t take it seriously.