I miss her so much. Long distance is hard. Deployment is hard. We are doing both at the same time. We havent been together for very long so I feel stupid for telling people how much I miss her. I will be honest and say I hate that I wouldnt know if something happened to her because we arent married. She cant call or send me any messages right now so how do I know if something bad happened? I miss her so much and all I want to do is be with her right now. I wonder if she is thinking of me luke I’m thinking of her. I hope so. I know I will have her back again eventually. But once I have her back am I ever gonna be able to let her go again?
