I found out that I could of died this week. And I’m not even that sad about it. I guess I’m kind of glad, mostly because if I had died, I would of had nothing to show for my life.
Been a bad daughter, sister and friend. I haven’t gotten a career or even lived by myself. I haven’t moved on with my life! At least, not in the way my sister has…
My whole life just feels so pathetic and meaningless.
I just wish I knew what I should do with my life. I wish the universe gave me something important, something that could help me get my dream life… I know that sounds dumb.