5 years back i cheated on my husband after i found out he was trying to get with other women, we split up after that then 4 years later we are now back together and now every day is bliss for us unless i think hes cheating again then everything goes to hell and i start yelling and bitching at him for nothing cause he hasnt cheated…at least from what i know…i hate my anger towards him now..i just want things could go back to the time we spent the days together as teenagers..i guess what im saying is i wish i never found out what he did… if i never knew i wouldnt be where i am right now…