It’s been almost 2 years since ive seen you or spoken to you, since we broke up. ive even been with different guys (nothing serious though).. yet i find myself dreaming of you often.. playing with your hair and seeing that glow in your eyes.consciously I really don’t think about you nor have any feelings. and till this moment i believe i’m over you.. but what are all these dreams and random memories?
i thought i was making progress this whole time and im starting to doubt that i’m still at the start. like ive been lying to myself? Oh no. i really want to be over you. it’s best for me….