These feelings. Are they real?
Why.
I didn’t know him long but it felt like I’ve known him my whole life. It’s over now but the feelings remain.
Why?
Is it normal to have these strong feelings still? After these last couple empty months? You made me feel different. Like there was someone who gets you. I can’t explain it but I know you had the same feelings. Yet you ended it?
Why!
Because sobriety meant you put others first but not yourself? What about me. You didn’t let us grow because of your insecurities. Your insecurities you hold on from the past. The insecurities who haunted us.

I miss you.