high school really s****. It’s only been a month and everyone including me is so tired of it. There’s just so many things to worry about, so many things to do, and so many things that I get scolded for when it’s not that big of a deal. I get good grades but when I show my grandma, she doesn’t acknowledge my effort. Rather, she says I can’t get into university when I still have 4 years to go. It makes me feel frustrated and burdened by the responsibility of succeeding with a 100 in every single subject. The worst thing is that she keeps saying that I don’t have friends because of who I am, and keeps berating my worth as a human being. She only saw me come out of school two times, alone, and she just decided that I don’t have any friends. She doesn’t try to comfort me or say the words that any other kid would hear from their parents, no, she just says that I should go back to my parents and that she doesn’t need me to live. When I shouted back at her because I felt frustrated by her words, she came running toward me with the scariest expression on her face and started pinching me in the back and head, so I kept slapping her hand away, but she got more angry and started shouting some more. I wish graduation came faster, so I could go to university, if any uni accepts me, and just live in the dorms where I don’t have to worry about getting my grandma’s approval or her insults that just make me stressed. I just want to graduate with good grades, go to a good university, and become successful. Somewhere away from my grandma or my aunt’s side of the family. I just want to get away from this house and start making a future for myself where I don’t have to worry about being attacked by my grandma and aunt. Please graduation, come faster.
