My wife hates me. She doesn’t like my personality and has taken it out on me for years. She lost a friend once who told her that she didn’t know how great of a guy she had and that she was insane for taking me for granted. She cheated on me about 5 years ago, I found out, she didn’t confess. I was stupid, I guess because of our kids, I gave her another chance. Her and her best friend had joked about swapping, and decided they were serious. We all talked about it and decided to try it. Here we are a year and a half later, we swap two to three times a week. The married couples don’t have s** anymore. We’re basically room mates and have real relationships with the other people. My wife is having problems with the other guy and is jealous that her friend and I are happy with each other. She now has indicated that she might want me back. I can’t let myself go back. She gets angry and takes it out on me. She makes me feel so bad, her words hurt more than she’ll ever know. Her friend isn’t ready to move forward because of her kids, I understand but it hurts too. I’m stuck. My life hurts, I’m sad a lot. I think I’m depressed. I don’t know what to do anymore. Every day is a struggle.
