You told me not to respond.
So I won’t.
But do you even know the amount of pain you’ve caused?
You say “what if I asked you to move back and live with me?”
You say you almost said those 3 words. You say you’ve missed me and still love me.
But then, I lay with you.
And now, you tell me you have a love for me, but you are not in love with me the way I am with you.
But now you said I cannot message you unless it’s during the morning or late at night.
You want to hide me. You do not want anyone knowing that I am back in your life.
But am I?
You hint that you love me enough to get me close. Then you used me and walk away.
I feel used. I feel abandoned and I feel like a joke for believing you.

You clearly do not love me.
Or she would be gone. And I would be by your side.