I wasted all of my teenage years isolating myself out of fear of rejection. I am now almost 20 years old and I never even dated anyone. My father is terminally sick with PLS and our relationship is falling apart because of our clashing tempers. All I want is to be loved and held by somebody, but I don’t think I deserve that, for how I look and act. I have a couple of friends but I always feel like I am just a nuisance to them. I am just lost.
