My baby, that I never got to meet, I haven’t thought of you since I lost you last year. But today, I really missed you. I’m sorry that I felt like abortion was my only option. But I do miss you and I am sorry. I couldn’t afford you and me and the man that created you were in a toxic relationship, we are not even together anymore. But when I found out about you 6 weeks along, sure I was scared, but I was joyful and hopeful. I wonder if your little soul is out there in the universe. I don’t like what I did, but I am very sorry.
