I hate my life and want to die! I am in my 40s, live with my parents due to a divorce. I have a full time job that I hate and I live in poverty basically. I am in debt and can’t move out on my own. I have no friends left except for one who uses me to get what she wants. I have no relatives around except my parents that I wish would die. I am ready to burst. I have no boyfriend. and since my divorce I have only been with married men. To make matters even worse I am in love with one of the married guys and I cant get over him! He is all I think about. I suffer from extreme lonliness and depression. I have no money to live on my own or to even travel or move anywhere. I just want to die.
