Ever since I’ve been bullied by a girl name Sera Vera Lupang for straight 3 years at high school…I have depression and sometimes suicidal thoughts. I thought if I died, I won’t have this thought where she abused me, calling me name and ugly and such. I’ve see people, no body was there standing up for me even teacher, they’re just watching me suffer because a fat and ugly person like me don’t deserve love and any nice treatment. Who am I? Who are you they ask. I don’t have, no I wasn’t allowed to have any voice even though the bullying is too much. Sera sometimes not only spread fake rumors from online in reality and make me as the clown at the school where everybody avoide, I was alone, I don’t have any friends to be honest. Boys fear that someone will mistaken we’re dating because a person who’s fat and ugly might be desperate for love and sometimes Sera told her male friends to sexually harassed me. Most people only come to me to do their stuff and if I refused, Sera and her friends started to bad mouthing me by telling how selfish I am. Just like when I want to buy contact lenses because I want to cosplay (a hobby) Sera and her friends said that I’m wasting money on useless things instead buying the school merch which is more useless because I hate that school and everyone there. If only Malaysia allowed gun, I want to kill everyone there, everyone who mistreated me and leave me mentally scars. I want to burn that school and my bullies alive. I will pay someone to rape Sera and make her suffer for her entire life just like what she did to me. But again, depression and suicidal thoughts is just a jokes and attention seeking tactics right, Sera?
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Feel sorry for you. That is an immature act. But are you okay now?
And no. Depression is not a joke. And so is having suicidal thoughts.
I think you should go try talk to her. Dont let this buried deep in your heart.