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To day is the first day that I have taken the time to think about you and actually write about it instead of concentrating on getting you off of my mind. Either way you are always on my mind, im my dreams, and my mundane tasks, recently listening to our favourites , live.. was like your name was riding out at the end of every single note I could hear. Your face ever so prevalent in my mind, I don’t know what I have done to you, I am unable to understand or comprehend, and I swear to you sweet heart of mine you can not imagine the turmoil you have brought to my life. Like an iceberg pieces of my soul fall into the sea every day, but only for now I will admit to this, all the rest of my time is taken repairing the damage.

I don’t know at what point you began to look at me with resent, but I know you did, and you never had to say it, I could feel it every day. My inability to communicate effectively was the helping hand in borrowing myself deeper into the abyss of falling from your love. Things I done and said every day, a little more resent built up within you. I heard the call, all but to late, just like a story from the book of fables, a tale that in the end had to be told.

A love like no other, I swear to your sweet smiling face, you had my heart from day one.

And now? I will go on, I will progress, I will fill in all the holes that lie within, with relentless anticipation of things to come. For now I know our love is truly gone and resting with the lonely final words of its over. xxxx

New Confession

I wanted so bad to see and find out what my wife’s deepest darkest fantasy was. She is very pretty in early forties and I wanted to spark up our relationship with something different. She told me her friends would spice up the bedroom with roleplaying giggling when she mentioned it. This was the perfect opportunity so one night I did the unthinkable never expecting to hear her tell me she says the following. Go down and pleasure me and I might give in. Well she starts little by little and finally she Just tells me the mysterious man is barely a man in his late teens. She’s traveling by herself bored drinking wine when she hears a knock. It’s the young guy from the hotel she saw at the bar. He told her she left her card. Something comes over her and she starts to flirt and he returns later on that night. She and him make hot love all night she can’t believe how good he is. I ask her did he f*** you good? She says yes very good and she rides him even harder and he last forever and they fall asleep together. By this time I’m rock hard. The thought later crossed my mind because she does travel and she does drink wine. She’s told me younger guys always seem to flirt with her. Then something hits me. I actually think it truly really happened. I started to think maybe she made up the part about her friends talking about roleplaying? Then I realized she hadn’t been out with them for a few months how was this possible. I couldn’t get this off my mind it was just something that wouldn’t go away. I knew she could be a flirt and with wine she’s a totally different person. Two weeks went by we were at a wedding saw her friends and one mentioned it’s been a while since her and wife have spoken and my wife didn’t catch on. That night she was drinking pretty heavily and she was ready for s** when I just pulled down her p****** I could always control her once I started touching and licking her. This was my chance and I just said it. Are you looking forward to traveling back to Dallas ? Do you hope to meet him there again? Do you hope he’s ready to f*** you good again? She tells me yes I really want to touch hold and feel his huge long d*** inside of her. I then said … you can tell me the truth I won’t care. I’m pretty sure you have really fucked him and I want you to continue it’s all okay. She said yes we fucked it just somehow happened we couldn’t resist the other he was tall handsome and very s*** looking. He knew how to get his way. I’m glad your not upset I didn’t know how to ever tell you I just lost control. I said now that I know the truth I want to to be safe and continue to f*** him I think it’s hot. I know I would very likely f*** a hot young girl too . That made her go wild and she said if you eat her p**** and finger her as good as you ear me she is going to keep coming back to you and she just exploded all over my mouth f****** my face hard pushing my head deep and hard squeezing my head deep jerks screaming my name and his until she’s done. She said I wish you both would take me mmmmm. Julia continued to meet him and eventually got hooked up with another man. We both started seeing others and we love each other more than ever. We talk about how much they are good in bed. David and Julia.

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