My mom spend around an hour telling me that I’ll never look feminine, that my shoulders will always be too broad, my jawline too manly. This is the type of s*** that has been haunting me since I realized I’m trans. I always thought it’ll change when I’ll be on hormones but no it won’t. I’ll never be ok with how i look. My body will always be repugnant for me and I don’t want to live another minute in it. I will live another few years of a lonely, mediocre life and I’ll just off myself.
