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i just had a panic attack, or an anxiety attack, i dont know what to call it, heart racing, teeth chattering, crying. its all because somethings wrong with someone i care deeply about. his dad is abusive, his mother is incredibly controlling. im so sad and tired, i can’t help him at all, i’m so useless. he’s so scared of his parents he won’t stand up to them, and he pretends it’s because he doesn’t want to lose me but i know it’s not true. everything just really s****, and hurts a lot. i wish something would change. i’ve tried so hard, but he just can’t stand up for himself. he’s never stood up for keeping me around either. he’s so passive in everything he does and i’m so inadequate that i can’t help in any way other than giving advice i know he won’t follow and telling him everything will be okay someday, just hold on, i’m here, we’ll get through it together, but there might not even be a future for “us” because i want to commit suicide. i can’t blame him for how he deals with it because that’s not fair, he’s been abused, i just wish i could f****** help somehow

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  • I don’t really know you nor do I really understand your situation but I still want to share my own thoughts to you. First of all, I want you to know that I’m proud of you– who ever you are. I know it sounds weird but I am. I am proud of you for still doing what you can to help your friend despite doubting your own usefulness.

    Second, what your doing is not useless. Your doing fine. You are being a kind friend who is supporting a friend in need.

    Third, does he know what you feel? I’m not really sure if it would help but I think it would be a good idea if you were to open up your own thoughts to him…maybe it would lead him to open up to you more about how he actually feel too.

    P.S. Sorry for being too nosy.

    Anonymous April 22, 2019 8:50 am Reply

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