I tried experimenting with tinder. I met someone, someone I wouldn’t even like or respect generally. I just met him for fun, trying to experience something new. Never thought I’d fall for him. But I did. And he didn’t. Now I feel completely lost! Can’t concentrate on my work. I have been battling depression even before that. I’m worried what if it gets worse. What if I’m unable to move on. Sometimes I still fantasise that everything will go back to the way it was a few weeks earlier. I know in my mind that it won’t. But the thoughts still calm me down. But I guess it’s even more harmful.

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