I wish there would be a way for me to legally not care for my parents. The truth is they warned me they will take a legal route to guarante they get money out of me and force me to care for them in my own home.
My father has sexually abused me since i was 14. My mother is a narcisist that made sure he was drunk and locked him up in my room, so he’d take advantage of me. My mother is the reason I have clinical depression, no self esteem and allow anyone to take advantage of me. Because I was taught from a young age that I will be beat if i dont agree.
I hurts that I know the only way from me to escape the abuse is to kill myself. Ive looked through any way to guarante that my country couldnt force me to care for them. There is no way.
The only way is to die. And most importantly die prior to them becoming elders, which leaves me with less then 10 years to live.
I wish I could live longer then that.
Id rather die then have to face them again.