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When I was in 4th grade I had a close friend of mine. She annoyed me here and there, but overall our friendship was great, our parents all got along and were friends too. However one night while I was sleeping over at her place, she did something I didn’t understand, and for sure didn’t like. I don’t know if I can even consider it r***…considering she’s a girl and I was too….what I don’t understand is how and why…she was in 4th grade too and so how the hell did she do it….? It doesn’t matter now…im in 9th grade now but I kept quiet…I don’t understand it all…how’d she know how to do that? All I know is that it all sounds like a big f****** lie…I kept quiet…she got away with it and still continues to because if I say something 1) no one will believe me 2) she was so young…WE were so young…that I feel is why people wouldn’t believe me…3) It’s been years…I don’t even know if it would f****** matter if I did say something…4) she’s a girl…can a girl even r*** a girl…? And at such a young age…?…I’m scared that I’ll be called as an attention w**** or a liar…a sick person but I swear on my life please believe me…please…it eats me up inside and I’ve been diagnosed with PTSD..they still don’t know this part cause I told the therapist of how my older brother used to abuse me to s***, (another true story but not relevant…)…I’m sorry this is so long I just….I feel so hopeless and it sickens me every time I remember…so sick of it….I do get suicidal cause of it and some other reasons but honestly who would care…some people who don’t even know my full story or anything…I’m sorry for this but I just- it’s eating me up inside…

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After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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