i used to join muay thai. i never really liked it much and when i realized that i was bad at it, didn’t have the passion to do it and got criticized by my peers at the course, i decided that i didn’t want to join anymore, not yet. i’m not, like, mentally prepared for that.
my parents are begging me to keep working out. and i get that. they especially want me to continue muay thai. i also get that. they just want to see me healthy and they want me to have a distraction from school, and i’m glad that they’re so supportive. but they don’t listen to me when i tell them that i can’t bring myself to go back yet. it sucks and i wish they’d just listen for once.