I haven’t been anything but a failure in life and I have been secretly planning my suicide. Every time my rent day has come around. I have the worst job and am unable to be financially stable because of it. I have made a failed attempt in the past in secret but I have been doing crucial research on the quickest and painless death possible. Now I feel I am ready. I keep asking my self the question which is “do I actually want to die or do I just need money to pay my rent?” Paying my rent and obtaining a good respectable job would be great. But then what? I have no friends and family. My fiance died 9 years ago exactly tomorrow and I have been alone since. death is the only way out. darkwarlord82 is my KIK Id.

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