It’s not fair. I wouldn’t say I am stupid. Nor am I diagnosed with a learning disability, though I do have ADHD. I struggle through college while everyone else seems to have their s*** together. I am phenomenal at English and writing, however, I can’t seem to do the most basic college algebra, which is putting my whole attendance at a university at stake. I am having a mental breakdown right now and my friends are all together doing something without me somewhere else (we all live on campus). I wasn’t invited, even though my roommate/best friend and they all came into our room and just left with no explanation. Usually, I couldn’t give less of a f***, but because its almost finals week it is eating away at me. I just took two Advil for the hell of it. If I had more than two pills left in that bottle I can guarantee you that I would have purposely overdosed. I’m done being a failure. I’m done being a f****** loser. I don’t know what to do from here.