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You were great for a while. I had no favorite place but right next to you while you spoke. It was wonderful how just one glance of yours in my direction would lift my mood in a split second. Then I realized how stupid I was being, and you became toxic to me. You hurt me without ever touching me, yet I kept gravitating towards you anyway because that’s just how thoughtless I was. You never spoke to me directly yet I felt like the most important person in the world when you would crack a joke to me. But then you left. Six years of seeing you every day and all of a sudden you were gone. You left me behind and I felt myself losing that happiness you brought me. How much havoc you caused, it’s a pity you’ll never know.

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  • Do you have any idea how deep my regrets are when it comes to one girl in my life many, many years ago?

    I had so many opportunities to at least reach out to her and I just let them slip by. Even recently I could have at the very least spoken to someone who was close to her, and from her demeanour would have been willing to help me out and tell me what I need. I didn’t take the opportunity. I’m glad this person close to her seemed to want me to approach and talk to her. I think about her. I think my deepest regrets when it comes to love all have to do with one girl, more than one time and throughout my life. Regrets in what I didn’t do.

    I’ve missed her since I left and I NEVER talked about her to anyone after. I realy didnt. I wanted to protect that and the reason I didn’t really look back is I honestly didn’t think I meant much. I believed that, even though I look back all these years and think maybe I read it wrong and I was too young to really understand these games people play even at that age. I never once thought I mattered all that much to her back then. When I saw her years later, she knew who I was and there was some interest so maybe she did care a little bit, but I didnt think I was good enough, and she probabpy had someone at that time and better than me. She was too beautiful to be single at that age.

    Big regrets now that I’m a man who likes himself, getting by as an adult wishing he had another opportunity with her. I would hope she missed me and was upset.

    Anonymous November 3, 2018 1:09 am Reply
    • When I am dealing with something that is causing me pain, a relationship, all I need to do is think about her and the feelings that came from that time, good bad sad and everything else, what I’m in pain over doesn’t seem like such a big deal.

      Anonymous November 3, 2018 1:19 am Reply
      • True love. She has no idea how badly I missed her. She was one of the hardest things on me at that time and I had a lot going on. People after were alright, but they knew something was up and at the top of the list was her.

        Anonymous November 3, 2018 1:40 am Reply
        • I know what “havok” means but I looked up the definition just for the fun of it.

          “Havoc is a noun that means devastation or total mayhem. Havoc often wreaked by hurricanes, angry mobs, plundering Vikings, and wild parties that get out of control. If we trace havoc way back, we arrive at a crossroads.”

          If I did this (angry mods and plundering Vikings hahahhah) to her, I really don’t know, Im sorry, but at the same time I’m not. I’m glad I wish I knew. At the time, I would’ve been happy to keep in contact with her in some way. I was kind of embarrassed about all the shit going on in my life at the time too though. That was part of it. A bit part of it.

          Anonymous November 3, 2018 2:27 am Reply
  • Oh, would you SHUT THE FUCK UP!

    Anonymous November 3, 2018 2:41 am Reply

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