I sometimes feel so lost and rejected by the world. Mainly, because, what is a world when your own father doesn’t want you? He always claims to “love me” and not “regret me” and he says he’ll be better.
It’s almost been a year since he’s replaced me with children who can do better things than me…and I’ve only seen him three times this year. What’s worse is.. My own fucking step mother acted like this is damn angel to me, but when I open up about how I felt. S
he took the approach..oh, a fucking weak approach..to shut me up. She fucking unfriended me on Facebook because she knows I hardly see my dad…she’s never cared about helping me like she says.
It’s like she just wanted a father for her fatherless children and I was in the way. I’ve never done anything bad to her..in fact.. I hugged her on her wedding day.
I was nothing but nice to her, but now I find myself being that damn edgy teen who hates their step mom. But, I can’t help it. My dads been worse at seeing me ever since she came into the picture, and she don’t give a shit.