Well, I’m 15 and I’m from a small poor European country. I live in a really small village and I don’t even have a bathroom in my house. I have bath in an iron bath tub and I took it into my house everytime I have to wash myself. I wanna be an actress but I looked for acting classes around and I can’t find them. I don’t want to have too close friends at my highschool because the highschool is in a city close to my village and they would want to come at my house(they already asked me) and I’d be so embarassed because I don’t have my own room either. I’d give everything in my life because my only wish is to get off this s***** country and to go in England with my parents. But it’s impossible because I have an ill grandmother and she can’t move and another grandfather which I can’t leave. Also, my parents wouldn’t want to leave. I have 2 rooms, one can be warmed at winter and one not. The walls are scratched but the thing is that we are not poor. I mean, at all! I buy makeup and clothes and expensive things, but I don’t undersand why they’re not rushing on renewing the house. I’d feel a million times more comfortable. My dad bought some cement and he wants to start to build the bathroom. It’s really common to not have a bathroom in my village but if my friends from my highschool would find out, they’d be so disgusted. I want to go to LAMDA university but I have no experience and I don’t really know where I could earn some. I’m so sad all the time because I don’t have the same chances to become what I love as the kids in big cities. I want to escape from here. The whole situation is so confusing and it makes me feel exhausted all the time. Please tell me how could I calm my soul and my mind. I hope you read this all.