Well, I’m 15 and I’m from a small poor European country. I live in a really small village and I don’t even have a bathroom in my house. I have bath in an iron bath tub and I took it into my house everytime I have to wash myself. I wanna be an actress but I looked for acting classes around and I can’t find them. I don’t want to have too close friends at my highschool because the highschool is in a city close to my village and they would want to come at my house(they already asked me) and I’d be so embarassed because I don’t have my own room either. I’d give everything in my life because my only wish is to get off this s***** country and to go in England with my parents. But it’s impossible because I have an ill grandmother and she can’t move and another grandfather which I can’t leave. Also, my parents wouldn’t want to leave. I have 2 rooms, one can be warmed at winter and one not. The walls are scratched but the thing is that we are not poor. I mean, at all! I buy makeup and clothes and expensive things, but I don’t undersand why they’re not rushing on renewing the house. I’d feel a million times more comfortable. My dad bought some cement and he wants to start to build the bathroom. It’s really common to not have a bathroom in my village but if my friends from my highschool would find out, they’d be so disgusted. I want to go to LAMDA university but I have no experience and I don’t really know where I could earn some. I’m so sad all the time because I don’t have the same chances to become what I love as the kids in big cities. I want to escape from here. The whole situation is so confusing and it makes me feel exhausted all the time. Please tell me how could I calm my soul and my mind. I hope you read this all.
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Assist your father in fixing the house up. Quit complaining, some people never even met their grandparents, like me. Mine died before I was born.
Ok I’ll try
Try for a golden ticket in one of those Wonka Bars. Then you’ll be all set.
Try getting into a school in a bigger city or another country if you can. Since your family has money they should be able to pay for you to live in dorms. You should tell ur dad to build a bathroom though lol. You can paint walls and stuff too. But above all dont be ashmed about it. If someone won’t be friend with you because your parents choose to live in a shitty house then they aint worth ur time anyway.
Yes they can pay but it’s hard to go alone…I mean I’d go but all these years I didn’t stay away from my parents. Your words are true but I don’t know it’s just so hard.