I care too much about popularity. I found myself spending so much time with my new boyfriend that my best friends are becoming strangers. My boyfriend is the popular guy who’d play the stereotypical perfect guy in high school dramas, and I think that makes me feel a bit overshadowed. I never cared about popularity as much as I do now that I’m with him. Now, I find it so hard to be appreciative of my friends without being judgmental and trying so hard to fit in that it’s very embarrassing. I wish I could turn off whatever is allowing me to feel this way, because I know I’ll lose all my true friends if I stay like this.