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So im 14 and my name is M…… and im depressed. I tried to overdose on codeine one time and failed. My mum found me 15 minutes after when she got home on the kitchen floor with my mouth foaming. I got to the hospital and remember waking up and vomiting. I vomited everyday for 3 weeks because of the medication i was on. The medication was because my muscles turned to mush because of all the adrenaline that was caused by the codeine i took. Do i regret what i did? No. Do i wish it would have worked? Yes. I self harm everytime im sad. Because of my depression being the tiniest bit of sad that you may feel is 50 times worse for me. Like the world is telling me everything is my fault and i should die. My cuts are getting deeper and i cant stop, i just want help but nobody listens. All anybody see’s when they look at me now is that im weak and that i feel sorry for myself. Im going to kill myself tonight…. Call this a suicide note. Call it a confession. Call it what you want. But i love my family and friends. And im sorry. Goodbye

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