I committed a terrible crime (spent five years in prison and was recenlty released). Not only do I feel guilty for what I did, but no one wants to support me. I ruined my whole life. My mom and my twin sister want nothing to do with me. Nobody does anymore, really. I excelled in college before this incident and I can’t even go back. To be honest, the only thing I want right now is to hug somebody. I haven’t been loved or hugged in 6 years and I just want to be hugged so badly it hurts. I wish people could spend some of the energy they use to humiliate and hurt me into loving me. But I’m afraid I will be humiliated my whole life.