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I’m a 30 year old hawaiian/puerto rican/ and black ultra sound technician who is happily married to my 9th grade sweetheart of 9 years. Together we have 4 children together, in all 6 (2 sets of twins; 2 boys, boy & girl. The other two boy and girl) the other two, my oldest twins (boy and girl) are 13 now. They’ve finally matured and are analying the world aroynd then, thus asking me many questions. Recently they’ve come to notice they don’t look like they’re other siblings who look like their father holding a bit of my features (curly black hair, and big green eyes) while they have hooded blue eyes and straight light brown hair. No i didn’t cheat and no i didn’t have children before i met him. My twins were conceived via r***…i was 17 going to a 11pm concert, at that time i lived in a rural/country area so i had to walk quite a distance down the highway to get to my friends house.on my way there i was approached by a car with two guys in it, they got out, asked me where i was going and if i needed a ride. I declined and thanked them for there offer but then they kept asking me if i was positive. “A girl lookin’ like you could really get hurt out at this night” they kept commenting on my outfit and my body type. I got scared and held on to my mace, they saw my holding something and grabbed it from me, throwing it across the highway. They started fondling me and putting their hands under my shirt and up my skirt. I started crying and pleading that i wouldn’t tell the cops and that i would give them my wallet if they left me alone. They just laughed at me and started ripping up my clothes…then my bra…then my underwear…they ‘did it’ so hard i was bleeding. They did it until i passed out, when i woke up i was in the hospital in agonized pain. Doctors telling my mom in private that i had vaginal tearing and had been sodomized and that i had bruises, scratches and pelvic trauma. I couldn’t move i was in the hospital for about 5 weeks. It was the worst having cops question me, making me relive that moment having to go through that hurt and humiliation all over again. During the 2 weeks i was told the devastating news i was pregnant…somehow i already knew like when somethings bad you just know it’s gonna get worse. They said it was just one baby and that they were going to do an avasive dna test and test the s**** samples so the police investigation can continue. 4 weeks there i was showed who my attackers were, i had to point them out behind the glass but i knew they were looking at me; i felt it. They were brothers, italian and russian. I felt a little bit better after they were locked up (which i still figt for their imprisonment to this day) bht it was bitter-sweet since i was with my boyfriend…i love him so much, he didn’t care i was pregnant, he cried over what happened to me amd vowed to always stay with me and help me with the baby, he just wanted me to be okay. 3 months passed and i felt decent after overcoming, depression but still having PTSD and anxiety causing me to now have a serivce dog (Jax). I started having unusual contractions and nightmares about 2 echoing baby cries for about a month, causing me to schedule a ultra sound only to reveal i was having twins. I felt like it was a nightmare, or as if i was watching someone else be told this, i didn’t know how to react, i couldn’t react. Instead i just silently walked out of the office and went home, staying in my room for days contemplating what i was going to do with them, and if i even wanted to keep them (not abortion; adoption) but then i didn’t trust adopted due to alot of physical, mental and s***** abuse stories. It was just to much. Finally it was time to give birth, both healthy gorgeous little kids, so much happiness and love filled me i just couldn’t part with them. Their smiles and coos it was pure perfection, they just looked at me as if they knew what happened and they that wanted to make me feel happy again. I kept them of course and ever since then their hasn’t been a dull moment with those two but now since they’re asking…how do you do that? How do you tell two children that? I don’t want them to think it’s their fault and that they shouldn’t be here and if i tell them in adulthood that might really mess them up or they could search for them…thats not something i went them to do or deal with. They’re a bit nosey so i know they went through my documents and pictures but i don’t think they’ve come across their mugshots or the police reports. I need advice i need something. I love my kids, all of them to the point i would die for them or kill for them and so much more but it would kill me to have to put such a burden on them. None of my kids know only my husband and I and hasn’t said anything, he’s only reassured them by saying their looks probably run in the family but i don’t want to lie to them, i just can’t hurt them. Thanks for reading, please give good advice..

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I wanted so bad to see and find out what my wife’s deepest darkest fantasy was. She is very pretty in early forties and I wanted to spark up our relationship with something different. She told me her friends would spice up the bedroom with roleplaying giggling when she mentioned it. This was the perfect opportunity so one night I did the unthinkable never expecting to hear her tell me she says the following. Go down and pleasure me and I might give in. Well she starts little by little and finally she Just tells me the mysterious man is barely a man in his late teens. She’s traveling by herself bored drinking wine when she hears a knock. It’s the young guy from the hotel she saw at the bar. He told her she left her card. Something comes over her and she starts to flirt and he returns later on that night. She and him make hot love all night she can’t believe how good he is. I ask her did he f*** you good? She says yes very good and she rides him even harder and he last forever and they fall asleep together. By this time I’m rock hard. The thought later crossed my mind because she does travel and she does drink wine. She’s told me younger guys always seem to flirt with her. Then something hits me. I actually think it truly really happened. I started to think maybe she made up the part about her friends talking about roleplaying? Then I realized she hadn’t been out with them for a few months how was this possible. I couldn’t get this off my mind it was just something that wouldn’t go away. I knew she could be a flirt and with wine she’s a totally different person. Two weeks went by we were at a wedding saw her friends and one mentioned it’s been a while since her and wife have spoken and my wife didn’t catch on. That night she was drinking pretty heavily and she was ready for s** when I just pulled down her p****** I could always control her once I started touching and licking her. This was my chance and I just said it. Are you looking forward to traveling back to Dallas ? Do you hope to meet him there again? Do you hope he’s ready to f*** you good again? She tells me yes I really want to touch hold and feel his huge long d*** inside of her. I then said … you can tell me the truth I won’t care. I’m pretty sure you have really fucked him and I want you to continue it’s all okay. She said yes we fucked it just somehow happened we couldn’t resist the other he was tall handsome and very s*** looking. He knew how to get his way. I’m glad your not upset I didn’t know how to ever tell you I just lost control. I said now that I know the truth I want to to be safe and continue to f*** him I think it’s hot. I know I would very likely f*** a hot young girl too . That made her go wild and she said if you eat her p**** and finger her as good as you ear me she is going to keep coming back to you and she just exploded all over my mouth f****** my face hard pushing my head deep and hard squeezing my head deep jerks screaming my name and his until she’s done. She said I wish you both would take me mmmmm. Julia continued to meet him and eventually got hooked up with another man. We both started seeing others and we love each other more than ever. We talk about how much they are good in bed. David and Julia.

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