i am a white woman. i have lied to my entire friend group and my boyfriend for over a year that I am an Israeli Middle Eastern woman. I started to even believe it myself at one point. it’s gotten so bad that i know if anyone found out i was lying i would lose almost all my friends. i want to tell them but i physically can’t do it. i wish i didn’t have to lie to my boyfriend just to make him feel like i’m NOT a liar. i wish i didn’t say it in the first place. i just wanted to be different than just a white woman.
