Somewhat feeling bad. One of best friend’s rechecked about going out last night. I replied I’ll pass. Not telling him . Because I was meeting up with one of the mom’s at local motel 6 . Better than the high school girls . No begging or hoping . She’s undressed and jumps into the bed and says f*** me like it’s our wedding night. She moans f*** mommy and reminds me there’s no reason to pull out on the release. Fucked her twice . We been f****** monthly when we can. Thinking when I turn 18 I’m asking her to marry me.
