I wish I had the abortion. I never wanted children. I have a condition that makes me infertile but for some freak reason I got pregnant one time. I wanted to have an abortion but I chose not too. I know so many people who will hate me because I am lucky blah blah blah. It’s not luck if you never wanted to be a parent. Not everyone is cut out for it (my mother is a great example) and not everyone wants that in life. It doesn’t complete me, it doesn’t add to my life. It just takes and takes and takes. I’ve sacrificed my life for another and it’s taking a toll and I want to kill myself because of it but I can’t because I love my child and can never do that to them. Another sacrifice, I guess. I just have to suffer and hide it from everyone because no one understands because everyone is brainwashed into thinking children make everyone’s life better or that everyone wants one.
