I am 21 years old guy. My mom had me when she was a teen. Ever since I grew up with my grandparents. But now they are too old so I have moved in with my mom. She is still very young attractive and single. But she is very cold towards me. But there’s something I dont know that I cant resist her. Though she is cold and often rude yet I feel a desire to be with her. Just the two of us live together in a small apartment in the city We sleep in the Same room in fact same bed as we both work hard for money.
I am confused about what I feel. No I dont want to have s** but somehow I feel conscious and excited around her. I dont know if she realizes this and plays around with me. Few days after I moved in with her she suggested when I came home in Evening that I can be shirtless once in home, it will be more comfortable. I observed she is also very casual in home, wearing short sleeveless gowns and her long hair left loose.
I cant help admitting that I felt excited as she suggested me to be shirtless. I followed her order; yes I like to be ordered by her. The evenings are quite relaxing and I enjoy her casual touch now and then. I dont know if she does it intentionally or not but it unusually excites me if her arm, elbow, fingers or hair touch my chest or belly. I wasn’t aware I can be so sensitive around these areas.
Moreover during my football match on the beach I fell few times on the sand and got few abrasions over my belly. Though she is cold but when she observed my bruises on the side of my belly and just beside my navel. She applied some ointment and especially when she was tending to the bruise just touching my navel I felt to excited. I just wished she caressed my navel and put her beautiful finger inside it. I so wished. Is it wrong what i am feeling? I am so confused.
I get some allergic rashes sometimes around my navel if I eat seafood. She again applied ointment in that area but I couldn’t ask her to touch my navel deep inside. This desire is growing so strong that I am unable to sleep. She sleeps beside me and her hand often touches my belly and chest. I feel more excited and agitated at the same time.
I have even in my dream begged her to touch my navel with her finger and poke it hard. I dont know if I have said it aloud in my sleep but it seemed she came to know something and then her merciless torture began. She started ignoring me and I grew more restless. She asked me to sleep on the couch and avoided touching me. It was enough and I couldn’t hold on anymore. I begged her to understand and touch me all over my chest and belly. I had to tell her and I was prepared for any consequences.
But I realized she knew everything all along and was manipulating me. She forced me to accept my weakness and make it a power play for her. She asked me to lie down on the couch and relax. She tied my hands over my head. Then she touched my chest and belly with her soft hands. Do you like it, she asked. Very much I said and closed my eyes. She circled her finger around my deep navel and I begged her to insert her finger. She ignored me and kept circling. I was whimpering restlessly but she laughed scornfully. If I put my finger inside my long nails will hurt you, she hissed. I dont care, I cried, just put in your finger, doesnt matter even if you poke your whole finger inside. Then she did what i was waiting for and her fingernail hit me hard inside my navel. It seemed a cascade of bliss and nectar poured out of my navel. She kept pricking inside and I enjoyed the pain. My navel throbbed and it involuntary tried to lock her finger deep inside it. Eventually it was red and sore. She took out her finger and I smiled lovingly at her. But my navel was paining by then. She again touched my navel this rubbing her finger around the swollen redness. My arms still tied I enjoyed every moment forgetting all guilt. Does it hurt, she asked. I said, yes it does but it doesnt matter. She said she can soothe the pain also and i waited for her as she put her mouth on my navel kissing and nibbling it softly. I felt heaven enter my deep navel. I told her I love her so much and all the nectar inside my navel is for her to taste. She put her tongue inside and licked around it. Her wet warm mouth soothed my navel so much. She slowly began to s*** my navel then sucked it harder and the whole navel was inside her mouth. It seemed she was going to pull it out and I had the time of my life. I just love her and her mouth on my navel.
