I have masturbated over 2 of my aunties, my grandmother, 2 of my cousins, almost every woman I’ve ever met that I’ve been attracted to. Last night after my family and I had a party at my house for Christmas; we all got drunk together. I slept over at my aunties house and I masturbated right next to her as she slept. I then proceeded to go into her bedroom and touch myself where I eventually found her vibrating d**** that I felt, smelt and then shoved up my own a**. When I pulled it out, it was covered in my faeces. I cleaned it removed any evidence that I had been in her room. I have also masturbated into my other aunties bra and felt and smelt her underwear whilst failing to find any toys. She is now married. I am ashamed and hate myself because of my vile and atrocious manners. I am best friends with my cousin whom doesn’t know of the disgusting things I’ve done to the thought of his mother.
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I have a long masturbatory history. It peaked at age 15 when I had a crush on my brother’s friend’s 13 year old sister. We ended up dating but she didn’t give in to sex for some time. When she was 17 she told me we had to break up because she has had sex in a tent with her coworker camp counselor at a summer camp. Fortunately not too long after she came back to me. She admitted she got got confused because the time in the tent was amazing but the following times she didn’t like it very much and she was missing me a lot. We both blamed alcohol and moved on. We went to different colleges but in the same city so we kept on dating. After graduating she took a gap year abroad. She studied another language and became good friends with her roommate. We called each other frequently but for around a week she wouldn’t answer my calls. She finally called me and confessed she had awesome sex with her roommate’s boyfriend. They all were drinking and her roommate joined in. She was frightened and confused. I blamed alcohol and asked her to come back and marry me. She agreed and so she did. Our wedding was beautiful, after all we met as children and had been dating for over 10 years. Her parents thought she was a virgin and her father lifted her veil for me. They were not completely wrong, although she wasn’t a virgin she had never allowed me to come inside. Our first night she was so drunk I had had to unbutton each of the endless buttons of her dress. I did it to her in all the ways I wanted. It was memorable, however only to me because she doesn’t remember, and for the records she has never let me enter in her back door again. We spent a week in Jamaica after that. The first day a guy gave us a couples massage. We have had some drinks and it was very enjoyable. Ten years later she confessed she surrendered to the masseur when I fell asleep. We have been married for 27 years; however she stopped intercourse with me around 5 years ago. She only allows me in her with fingers or toys and I masturbate a lot. She has developed relationships with some men with whom she spends time. I make enough money so she only works part time and mostly from home. One of them is a coworker who visits with her at home around every other month. Other men that spice up my fantasies are the young guy she hired to help out with house chores, her dermatologist, our family doctor, my friend with whom she likes to get in his hot tub, and lately her old friend from college who divorced last year and invited her over to a conference abroad.