I love my boyfriend. He is my best friend and I seriously want to marry him one day. I cannot imagine my life without him.
But he doesn’t satisfy me s******* and I often think about past partners s*******. In weak moments I wonder about what if I cheated on him and hide it. I know it’s sick and I am repulsed by myself for entertaining such a thought. I just don’t know how to get rid of the thoughts.

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