sometimes i dream of my future. I have friends and money, and I have a lot of hobbies. But I also dream that my parents and my little sister, are gone. So that I can mourn them.
I think it’s because when someone is dead, they can’t disappoint you anymore.
I always feel bad about it. It would break my heart to lose my family.. The truth is, I don’t like them. And that’s it. As much as I love them, I just can’t stand them. I don’t like having to spend time with them. I know that’s stupid but it’s true..
