Sigh…I let a guy fu<k me in the a** several times, and occasionally gave him oral s**. It was in the pass, when I was 24 and 25, and I'm no longer active. Now I'm older, and im sitting here thinking " Wow, i really messed up my virginity" You see, I never let any guy fu<k my v*****, EVER, even till this day. And its weird that we had oral and a*** but never vaginal s**. I feel stupid and used up after holding my virginity for 24 years and then doing what I did. Now I'm thinking what am I? Am I still a virgin ? I feel like a freak to be honest. A lot people will say I'm not a virgin. But I still wonder how it feels to have regular s**, that is s** with my pus$y. So in some ways, I do still feel like am a virgin. So the big question I ask myself is, am I still a virgin? I just never see myself breaking my hymen though, it's like it's a part of me. I really messed up.

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