My Parents think that I have been Sober for over a year but I have been shooting up meth and heroin daily for the last 3 or 4 months. I wish I could tell them but I also don’t want to hurt them, but being honest its mostly just me not wanting to be a disappointment like I constantly feel like I am. I really feel like I’m going to Live like this until I die, which would be most likely within 10 years maximum if lucky (I’ve OD’d once in 6 years, 4 of which I spent in active ADDICTION)
