I hate that I constantly imagine people that I love, dying. For example: my sister tells me she’s traveling to Asia and I imagine the plane crashing.
Then I start to panic when I see it in my mind. It’s really frustrating and it gives me such an anxiety but I can’t help it. It goes same for everyone I love and I constantly think it’s bringigng them bad luck but I really can’t stop.
And there’s more…
I always imagine being in some kind of catastrophy (tornado, aliens attacking, car accident, you name it and I imagine how am I going to survive) and I love it. So I always carry essential survival kit with me. I don’t know it I’m crazy or what.
