when i was 19 i had my first boyfriend, i didn’t like him that much but i was just curious about relationships n all that hype. we had s** which was horrible experience for my first time and after some time i accidentally got pregnant. i wasn’t ready ready at all and we decided to get an abortion.It didn’t hit me at first but now i feel like killing my self for what i did ,for what i had let happen to myself.I feel horrible its like i m guilty for even breathing.i m starting to think that i m horrible person to be even alive like i don’t deserve any happiness or anything good in life. i don’t know what to do,i m falling into depression, can anyone suggest me something to do about it.
