I’ve been having an affair with my brothers best friend for.. well about a year now. I’m 22 and he’s 36.. it start when he kissed me on a night out, but we didn’t talk about it and nothing happened for a few months. I was at a Christmas party of his, my bf and brothers place of work and that night we did coke and had s** after everyone went to bed. Again nothing happened for a few months until but it start to become more regular, each time saying never again. For a while it was just s** but now we might have feelings for each other.. I don’t know what to do. I’ve been with my bf years and he’s hurt me in the past. Am I just feeling revengeful?
