Before I met my now husband, I lied often, I cheated on ex’s, I stole, I made horrible, disgusting decisions. I was a serious s***. Thinking about those losers I gave myself away to makes me sick. I was so self conscious I would do anything for attention.
Thinking back on it I feel so sick at who I used to be. I hate myself. I often dont feel I deserve my amazing husband.
I keep losing sleep thinking about it all recently for some reason. For some reason I felt the need to get these feelings out in the open.
I am a new person now. I make good choices, am responsible, honest, a very loyal wife, a wonderful mom, and a damn good person.
