I think I’m obsessed with you and it really disgusts me
One half loves you unconditionally
One half belittles and crushes every thought of the other
I want to leave so badly, forget you forever so I can just move on and hopefully get better
I don’t want to hurt you or make you feel like it’s your fault
I feel so small so stupid so gross
Am i really a s*** a worthless w****
Thats what they all said im starting to think its true
I don’t ever want to get this close to anyone again
I hate this so much
I feel like I’m back in that hell
16 year old obsessing over a f****** kid
I hope i die so i wont have to look at myself anymore
Im so disgusting
