I have a boyfriend, we’ve been together for two years now and I’m happy with how the relationship is going. When I’m with him I feel I’m in love and I’m comfortable with him. I want to caress him and give back all the care he puts into me.
But when I come back home I’m always thinking of a male friend I knew at work. My bf is a better partner for me but somehow my friend won’t leave my mind. I’ve had dreams in which I kissed and dated him. We have many things in common and there’s trust now. He doesn’t like me. He knows I have a boyfriend and we never break the touch barrier (I only gave him a hug when I finished work). So with all this I know nothing will happen and that I’m managing well the situation. But even if nothing beyond friendship is happening I feel awful about having those dreams and thoughts about my friend but at the same time I can’t stop thinking about him because it makes me feel good…
My boyfriend doesn’t deserve this but I can’t stop it…
