I am a 27 year old man. I have a girlfriend who is 36. I have consistently stated that she makes me happy and that I am content with her. However, we have been together for 3, almost 3 and a half years. Never have we stated that we love each other. Never have we kissed.
Completely related, my sister got a girlfriend about a year ago. They got me my job and my sister’s girlfriend is now my boss. I’ve been working with her for six months now.
I’ve considered the “forbidden fruit” concept and don’t believe it matches. Essentially, I am deeply in love with my sister’s girlfriend who is also my boss at work.
I hate that it’s like this. In relativity, I may as well feel nothing for my girlfriend. Nobody knows about how I feel. I have no friends that I can trust enough to dislose this to, so here I am.
Aside from this here post, I fully plan on carrying these feelings in solitude until the day I pass, hopefully with none the wiser.
Wish me luck. Have a good week.
