I’m currently married to a wonderful person, but I just don’t feel like I used when we first started dating. I don’t think I’ve ever truly committed myself to them. I just didn’t know how to leave when I wanted, now I’m in too deep. I think I’m might be gay.. I’m so miserable and tired of pretending to be happy. I’d rather die to get away from this than to go through the pain of leaving or separating. We also have a child together.. I was so stupid to think having a baby would fix things, but I just ruined all our lives..
