My mom used to run a small stall.My father got paralysed in 2014.I dropped out of my 12th that year because I became hopeless of our situation financially and emotionally because we have lost everything in our dad’s hospital bills and pills.I used to get upset seeing my mother’s sad face everyday I come from school.It was a really tough time for us.Nobody even cared to come and visit is(I mean relatives of my father) there excuse was we are too far away.I got proposal to get married in 2015,my parents denied again I got another proposal and I decided to accept it and got married in 2016 because they convinced us that they’ll keep me as ther daughter since they had only 1 son.They even promised to look after my brother’s education later and finance my education.I was really greatful and happy to have such family.I did not think they are taking advantage of our weak points because I was just 20years old then.I did not think they were pitting on us.I did not think they were taking advantage of my helpless mother and my paralysed father.We did not want pity from anybody,nobody pittied on us though but I am very grateful to those people who collected money from our colony and gave us during my father’s stay in the ICU and to the people who used to come visit and pray for us.My married life 2016 went really hard me,my mother-in-law was worse than a witch acting like baby and innocent infront of everybody.I fought and forced to go home,my father-in-law booked a train ticket in Nov 2016,I went back home,everyday my husband would call me and it would turn into a fight.I would stay in my mother’s stall and my husband would call me and doubt if I am with somebody.In frustration I told him that I won’t come back home,which made him furious and he talked with his dad of taking my parents and my brother to their place(don’t think that they are rich to feed another 3 people,they are broke as f*** even more than my mom,f****** fake people only after marriage I got to know) his father and him really convinced my mother in any way possible.My mother said she has no objection to go but she’ll go only after dad’s death,they didn’t listen.My mother had to sell the stall,sold all the belongings she made her whole life with hard earned money.Since then my family and I have experienced all the b******* of life from being belittled,to getting humilited.My husband’s mother even humiliated my mother saying my father-in-law is having affair with her.I died almost because it’s the most humiliating thing someone can ever say to a person who is going through so much.Here I just want to ask GOD.Why has he kept my father alive? If he was dead today my mother could got to her own place or earn her own money staying anywhere.My husband’s family says we have ruined their family but only God knows they have ruined everything in us,they played with our self respect,with our emotions,with our self worth.I did not go to them to get married,my parents did not tell them to bring them here.They did, so why do they humiliate my family.I feel guilty for everything which makes me wanna kill myself but I leave my mother behind all alone.She is old now,my husband is adamant and stubborn.I don’t love him because I don’t like anything in him.He is neither good looking,neither caring,nor earns wellIn this 4 years of marriage he could not even take me for shopping of buy me any dress.I am fed up of my life and with all the lies my husband and his family told.I just want somebody to explain me why is it happening to us.I am fine here but my family is suffering,specially my mother and my brother.My brother just passed his 12th in IGNOU in 1st division.Now there is nobody to finance him to go to college.My brother and mother is suffering like hell and if my mother dies anytime soon.My brother will be all alone.I love my brother and mother very much,I am ready to leave my married life even to take care of them working in a call centre for my whole life too.I wouldn’t regret but 1 step back is that I have a daughter.My life is messed up.I just want my mother and brother to get out of this hell and it’s possible only if my father dies Please people those who care for my family.Please pray that my father dies soon.It breaks my heart when he gets humiliated.I just want my father to die so that my mother and brother can be free and be on their own.Please pray for my dad
