I have been having an affair with the lady next door since NYE. We have had feelings for each other and I confessed mine for her 2 days after Christmas. On NYE at midnight, we had the most amazing kiss and we have been sneaking around ever since. We are both married to others and her and my wife are good friends and I am friends with her husband. I feel like an a****** taking his wife like that. She is also 11 years younger than me. I really really do love her. I love her just as much as I do my wife. I know it is wrong doing this but when we are together and I am holding her, it feels so right. I wish my wife understood that it is very possible to be in love with 2 women at the same time. I would be OK with her getting together with him too. I don’t thing that it would be genuine love like I have with both women I love. I love them both so much, it hurts.

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